Little twinges in the head, aches in the hip, little flickers of something in my leg..........niggle niggle niggle.....wonder wonder wonder...has it spread? even more? in the countdown to chemo? has it gone to my brain, my back aaaaarrrrgh. My favouritist childhood film ever popped into my head in the early hours of the morning, and my little twinges reminded me of the 'tin man'. a little squeak here a little squeak there. I have come off the HRT that I have been on since 2007, as my cancer is oestrogen positive. So a complete stop to that has been implemented!! Pure primrose oil, to prevent the squeaking from now on...so I am thinking with a practical none panic stricken head on, that my body is screaming 'What the hell woman!! what you doing to me creaky old bones' and this could explain the creaks and pains. My cupboard looks like an outlet of Holland and Barrett.
I even had my chakra's cleansed the other day through reflexology. My goodness that is amazing stuff!! I have never had it before and I was astounded at the results. I went after a very healthy breakfast of porridge and bannana and some highly immune boosting purple fruit powder stuff. So i got to my reflexology appointment very full and ready for some chakra action. The reflexologist started on my most cancerous side (lovely) and did some rubby stufff which felt devine....and then my stomach wouldn't stop gurgling....how embarrassing!! she smiled and said 'that's great, thats your lymphatic system, can you hear it gurgling away, I am clearing the toxins from it, you are responding really well!' .
Well I was amazed!! I had about an hour of this, she cleared my solar plexus and my sacrum dontcha know, and I could feel it!! I booked myself in for next week for a final immune boost before the chemo. I am going to be floating on a cloud of clarity by the end of next week! I am hoping my daughters cold is not going to go downhill into the temperature zone. She was very ill a few weeks back, I got it too. I can't be risking this before the chemo, they wont give it to me if I am ill. Poor lamb I am shoveling vitamins into her too.....I also look so poncy, I have this antibacterial room spray that I spritz around like an obsessive compulsive neurotic mad woman! You will be decontaminated if you step on the threshold of my house lol!! there will be no chakra bothering round here.
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